When you wonder if you can do it

In those moments when you think you’re almost done and then you have to rewrite whole chapters and time is running out and you wonder if you really can do this after all
(Or the lines of patients seem never ending,
Or the kids are sick again,
Or back pain lays you low):
1. Take a deep breath. Remember that every breath is a love-gift, a reminder that you are held in existence by the One who delights in you. And He will not let go.
2. Lay out all your fears before Jesus. Name them. Then, with all those fears on the table, ask Jesus how he wants to be with you in them. (I saw him gently pick up each fear, one at a time, as though it was precious, and hold it in his two hands, look lovingly at me and ask, “Will you trust me with this?”)
3. Just fill the jars. It’s his job to make wine from the water you bring.

This Post Has 2 Comments

  1. Barb

    Carolyn, I’ve shared this entry with 20 friends already! The process you described is profound and helpful.

    1. hearingtheheartbeat

      Thanks for letting me know, Barb. I’m so glad you are finding it helpful!

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